Purely exhausted..

I am purely exhausted. I never thought it would be so tiring working and staying at home.  Wow!  It's hard because I know this is what I have to do, but it doesn't make it easy. I love teaching ESL, and the children on Friday night, but it is going to be so much more work than I anticipated.  I feel like there is hardly any extra time left.  I have to be so careful with how I spend my time, and I am about ready to drop when I get home. Having a million doctor's appointments are very time consuming and tedious as well.

On a good note, Judah said dada over and over today.  I will post a video soon.  He is growing so fast, since the surgery.  I am so grateful God led us to Dr. Ham and we didn't just WAIT it out and that even though I had so many doubts about I trusted Will.  Thanks babe! No doubt they were hindering his growth,  because is eating table food now and doesn't have many gagging problems.

Ian is getting so big.  He said tonight that Daddy needed to obey. haha  Hope that isn't a reflection upon me being too controlling.  I am definitely working on that.  He also said today that the doctors put the gloves on to give shots.  My little boy isn't so little anymore.  He is growing more attached to Will as well so that is good for him and will take an adjustment on my part.  Ian hasn't been taking naps. Isn't he too young to be giving up his naps?

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